Warning: Not Doing Much Editing. Too Lazy.
I was so negative on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday that I missed too much. It is amazing that I missed two doctors that I respect and …respect! That I missed their post to me, a stupid move. Lesson learned. Leason Learned.
The brain men think I should stay where I am. While I was in the pit of stupidity, two cancer men are more familiar with my head. These two, out voted for staying was. What I did not do was to see it. I mussed their attention and their opinion.
In all names of cancer, there are stirs of magic. Frankly, in life we make decision daily. I let my emotion cost me time. Fortunately, not much and a mom and my love moved ahead.
And I also was mistaking my huge mistake. I let sadness over one perspective guide my heart/freaked out zone. Steve and Babs (Babs, she is so amazing in anything analytical) realized that I had missed the words. My mom spent a lost of time figuring what I had missed and then boom: gets me back on track.
So starting next week I am (and my army) are back to get the stuff I was getting before. The fact is doctors are amazing, but they are opinion. And in I feel fortunate that I have so much to turn to for opinion. At least this time, I will follow those that seem to see a different of my head. There are possibility. There are for all.
So for now, I will take a look at this current path and I will watch. And then, I will cure the heck out of it. I get to be a positive person. And kill that crap in my head. Now yes, the damage against my head is teaching, but I am learning. I bump people whom I cannot see well. But the kids love me and I married well. I get to kiss my kids and the love of my soul. And parents I have that are strong and well, strong. So from there, it just does like a good life.