I find I am denial. In about 10 days I will go back to UCSF and learn something new. I have to tell me yes it will work. I am not ready and and I think sometimes in denial as a point.
I’ll try to write later. But Friday was the moment where evey medical person saod this is not working, so may be we can a new solution.
I spent most of my day in denial. At the zoo. Some days, Sitting in the sun gave me beautty. For now, that is what I am going to do with my be a world in denial.
Oct 29, 2011 @ 18:39:33
Erin went to the Sacramento Zoo today with Steve and the boys. She says she realizes she is not that fond of zoos, but she and I both find the apes amusing.
Barbara
Oct 29, 2011 @ 18:52:42
When Ken and I were dating we went to visit cousin #1 in Portland. We went to the zoo. The black bear thought Ken was the zoo keeper/feeder and started freaking out, pacing and following us around the exhibit (luckily we were behind glass and a moat). We didn’t know what was happening until the real zoo keeper – who actually did look a lot like Ken – came out and calmed the bear down. That’s my zoo story, having nothing to do with Erin, but we don’t really care for zoos either. Love you Erin!
Oct 29, 2011 @ 20:17:11
Erin,
If being in denial helps you have some peace, it’s a good place to be. Thinking of other things will make the time go faster.
I just read a story about an art critic and his falling in love with Rome. There’s a picture of a newlywed couple near a fountain. It made me think of you and Steve and your adventure in seeing the Pope in Rome.
Love,
Barbara
Oct 29, 2011 @ 22:37:29
Erin, I’m sorry that the stinking tumor is growing. I will hold hope in my heart that the UCSF trial benefits you. Sending love & hugs, Laurie
Oct 30, 2011 @ 20:15:52
You are so very loved! I’ll call yOu this week to set up a hot date.