In had been trying to post…My bad try from early this AM! We just never know…
Could this be my issued (rather than need dark)?
It is almost 4AM. I am awake, obvious. Still despite this not that bad. My mom is as different as we go. I focus emotional. She is so much more practical. It is more powerful to hear her approach.
At 4AM, I decided to get out my glasses that are used for outside. For some reason, I cannot function with a path. While this is not perfect, it could be better because the quiet and the inside more suitable. At 4AM, it is peace.
I had an incredible (Saturday). I had definitely been chickening to staying at my mom’s. But Beau-père gently got me going. And then I was watching my kid play and giving up dates what was going on and having a small one sitting on my lap.
Between the distance between me and Sacramento; and the everything; Steve has organized life in a way incredible. I have to be careful, I cannot step with out getting adjusted. But thanks to the boys’s and our parents for our 4, I am so fortunate.
Now if I could a huge breakfast for now and slept all day. And had all the crap in my gone…ok, maybe just a huge breakast meal.
Now in twenty minutes I lose the ability to follow words for me to use then. This last paragraph had tahen me 3x in time that the first 30. Again, we can be poed, or I can the chance to learn more about how to balance the good and the bad. And then my frustration reminds me what I have. And I should just that something I hoped I was poetich this morninh.
Colleen, can you bring breakfast later?